Hot Milk - June Gloom

Cold, shaking in these bones 'cause I'm alone
Surrounded by a force out of control
My thoughts have decomposed, they're turning into
Fear, of dancing with your ghost when you're not here
I'm a medicated mess, so don't come near the hell inside my head
The plans we made to grow old disappear instead
Carved out, I'm hollow

Just take me home, this isn't something I can do on my own
A friend on loan, convenient, this isn't real

I'm falling through the gloom
(Waiting for the best, waiting for the best)
I'm falling through the gloom
Waiting for the best to bloom
Falling through the gloom

Rain, fighting my way through a hurricane
Drowning 'cause I'm wrapped up in these chains of grief and disrepair
Do I even try or do I really care?
Hate, winter's on it's way, but I will wait
For the rays to glaze my skin, it's not too late to change this hopeless state
And lead the way to
Find my final great escape and maybe save me

Just take me home, this isn't something I can do on my own
A friend on loan, convenient, this isn't real

I'm falling through the gloom
(Waiting for the best, waiting for the best)
I'm falling through the gloom
Waiting for the best to bloom

'Cause oh we know it's feeling cold out there (Cold out there)
But trust to know that it is always summer somewhere
'Cause oh we know it's feeling cold out there (Cold out there)
But trust to know that it is always summer somewhere

Just take me home, this isn't something I can do on my own
A friend on loan, convenient, this isn't real

I'm falling through the gloom
(Waiting for the best, waiting for the best)
I'm falling through the gloom
Waiting for the best to bloom